Boys,boys,boys. what they want threw text.?

sooo. my relationships with guys always end when they want a picture of me. i have older brothers that find out EVERYTHING. which pisses me off because i cant do anything. i cant even go out with someone. they would always tease me about these things too. theres this one guy i talked to for a while. im 13 and he was 15. he was a really good friend to talk too, but then my best friend out of all people starts "talking,talking" with him which pissed me off. and then they began going out. i told them how i felt. he told me he'd stop talking to me and her. to make both of us happy. which i diddnt want. and she diddnt caree about my feelings. we where really close even went to califonia together. it broke my heart to see this and i have not talked to neither of them for 6 months now. i really miss him. and i dont no how to fix that. we ended in a really big fight. idk what i should doo-_-